sammigurl61190 wrote:It's impossible for me to be a full time student. I have illnesses that keep me from doing that. So I go to school over the Internet--and that takes around 2 or 3 hours a day. After that, I'm at home, by myself, with nothing to do. I play Cantr because I feel like I have a purpose. I have two friends in real life. I leave the house once a week. If it were up to me, none of this would have happened, I wouldn't have to go to school over the Internet, I wouldn't have to be antisocial, I wouldn't have to play Cantr. But it did. And there's nothing I can do to change it. If I could "have a life", I would. So I really don't appriciate you preaching for me to do something productive, when there is nothing productive for me to do. Living in a town with less than 5,000 people total, the majority of which are close-minded and ignorant, where everyone knows that you have mental illnesses and thinks you're an insane freak and makes fun of you, isn't really a reason for me to go outside and do something with my life at this point in time, thank you very much.

I hope that wasn't directed at me, if you remember my caveat: people who aren't sick all the time... Plus, I'm not using it to bash someone over the head with like the other person was, talking about productive time et cetra...
I'm lucky where I live, if I want rural, no problem, if I want city, D.C. is 30 minutes a way, if I want suburb... well its all over the place, if I want small town, we have that to. So I am in a neat situation, I think so any way. I don't even have to drive my car to D.C. if I don't want to I can get a round trip for $7.00 and go anywhere in D.C. I want. Plus I kind of live in a Semi-rural area. I can get away from people to. Baltimore is only about hour and 15 minutes away... Driving fast I live only 4 hours from New York... my friend said he made it there in 3 hours in the middle of the night. Of course Philly isn't far away, or I can go to rural west virginia or pennsylvania... also not to far away. To top it all off I live about a mile or so from the Chesapeake Bay. If I want to go to the Ocean I only live about 3 hours away from it. Not everyone can have all this and live close enough to go to the nations capitol whenever they want to... so I have empathy for your situation. Your opportunities are a bit slimmer I suppose.