AngelSpice wrote:the more I learned about biology and how complex everything is, the more I realized that I don't think we came about by chance. There are patterns that repeat throughout the world and species.
There are patterns in the way that rocks rolling down a hillside distribute themselves and in the way mold grows in a dish. Is this evidence that some sentient force is guiding them? I have no trouble at all believing that the complexity of existance came to be without interference or deliberate design of any kind. There are laws of physics. They create pattern. Pattern upon/withing pattern over such a long period of time creates amazing phenomena.
I once crocheted an afghan (a small blanket). Afterward I estimated that there were 20,000 individual crochet stiches in it. So I took this long straight string and manipulated it into a semi-solid rectangle with structure and pattern. Each stich is essentially a small hole and all the holes are attached to each other so it could be looked at as a model of a lifeform consisting of 20,000 cells. Very much like a sponge - which some people consider to have been the first probable multicelled creature. (OK, so I just described Intelligent Design. Shut up!

Anyway, my point was meant to be that the laws of physics are perfectly capable of creating complexity and pattern. And that's all we are. Really! With a little magic thrown in. This would be our spirits which I believe are eternal and somehow, for some reason, are having this very tiny human experience which could be analogous to riding an amusement park ride in the scope of eternity.