Postby miirkaelisaar » Sat May 23, 2015 10:43 pm
I am...
...returning to deliver him home, sad that the first person who wished to travel with us only lasted to one town... that's discouraging...
...giving up, even the last of my family steals from me yet treats me like a common thief, there's no point in living with this betrayal, they're all completely insane but somehow I'm the bad guy.
...still building tombs for my friends.. I still can't believe she's gone, I've never been quite this alone before.
...surprised, but thrilled, I thought she was giving up but she's returned to me, I'm so relieved.
...making a trade for the first time! So proud of me!
...still breathing...
...maybe going to a wedding, I don't know them all that well but they're nice people and I do love weddings...
...fighting to stay alive, finally I have the man of my dreams, and now he decides to become a sleeper... even when he wakes, he doesn't care or notice my troubles.. it's the same loop I've been in for years, but it hurts so much more this time around... I want to end it now but I promised... I promised...
...happy to have more visitors, it always livens things up!
...fishing on a boat in the lake with my boyfriend, this is so nice and peaceful, we should've done this years ago.
...so sad... every time I start to really really like someone he gets quiet and dies, it scares me... I like this new guy a lot, I don't want him to die too...
...hopin' maybe someone cute comes along before this jerk dies on me, so I'm not totally alone when the inevitable comes crashin' down. Why do people keep doin' this shit to me? If you're plannin' on dyin' don't bother with me, ass. Gimme some kinda warnin' at least ugh...
...deeply conflicted, I'd do best to just ignore it and focus on my tasks, emotion doesn't suit me very well.
...so confused.. now especially, hurting after losing my friend, he's being so kind to me; I wish I could tell him my feelings, but I can't seem to, talking is so hard.. and I think he only likes to protect me, not the same feeling like I have.
“No institution can function smoothly if there is disunity among it's members.”