The I AM thread. (The 4-day rule applies!)

[destinysWalrus]

I am...

...still building up my labyrinth, knowing it needs to more elaborate, in light of semi-recent events.
...fracturing, but not yet shattered. He scares and worries me, but I know I need him.
...home again, delighted and working on something new.
...trying to plan decorations for our house.
...still working on the story, finally found someone after a long stretch of empty towns.
...contemplating the idea of running away again, but, even if I do, I'm waiting until after the wedding.
...sleepin, an' I canna see much chance of waking again.
...trying to wake up a little more, for him.
...wanting to head off again but working for stuff I know I'll want.
...mostly sleeping, but not deeply.
...home again and excited for parties! Even if I've been a little sleepy lately.

[ObsessedWithCats]

I am...

... giving up, dying
... making good progress, still worried about the quiet
... working, not eating, waiting for death or a reason to live
... worried about the quiet, trying to wake myself and to find something for us to do
... not bothered by the quiet, doing something a little different, glad the sun's gone in a bit
... long dead

Cutbacks look grim in an 'I am...' post. I sort of wish it took less than a year to starve, this is painful to watch.

[*Wiro]

...immersing myself in a world of darkness, relishing every taste of this black liquor. The cup is full now, but soon it will be empty.
...sick of disease tearing endlessly at my roots.
...fully convinced that having sexual relationships in the kitchen is both unsanitary and unnecessary.
...ignorant of the world and its conventions.

[BosBaBe]

I am...

...lost in ecstacy, and desperately in love.
...building a paradise.
...sleeping, but so is he. We haven't spoken since we confessed our feelings, and I feel something is amiss...
...training, I have to get stronger!
...astonished. How can I be... falling for this man? What am I doing?! I must have a death wish. But then again my life isn't far from death anyways.
...sleepin', pissed off as usual.
...teasing him, enjoying myself way too much!
...Frustrated, I have a debt to pay but nothing to work on...

[Poldora]

I Am:

Waiting to die, life is pointless.
Sailing, let's hope the next one doesn't cheat on me with some old, snappy idiot.
Dealing with the fact my closest friend chose his girlfriend over me.
Waiting for them to sail home.
Watching, being more awake than they know. Seeing peculiar changes in relationship dynamics.
Losing the will to live, but still deciding whether to die.
Enjoying his company.
Waiting, learning about him as we train.
Enjoying this feeling, love.
Smiling, I've found my home.
Waiting to die, my life never should have began.
Working on clothes whilst documenting life.
New.

[Alladinsane]

I usually am...

-Working and preparing for a long trip.
-Gotta lotta bad news for this town, but it will fall on deaf ears.
-Nearly seeing the whole world now. Oh the maps I have collected, yet there must be more.
-Nearly ready to offer the obsolete peace.
-Royalty!
-Almost ready to bring the news. Wheeeee.
-Heading back after a long sleepy walk. I'm supposed to be Fabulous!
-Moving to distribute with my adorable bride.
-Surviving and Persevering.
-Needing to keep the network alive.

[Mitch79]

I am...

sailing. When are we going to finally hit land!?
abandoned by someone I was falling for and completely heartbroken, again. At least he left a letter. Time to throw myself back into work again.
Enjoyin' my visit to a new island with some interestin' people.
opening my heart up again. Still working on setting myself up in my new home.
Sailing quietly and sleepily with her. We need a purpose but never stay in one place long enough!
Exploring and avoiding foriegners who seem intent to try to take my head off.

[Shedevil]

I am trying to be happy for everyone, but its hard watching him sleep, waiting for the inevitable.
I am supposed to be happy now, but this is a blow that I wasn't expecting and I don't know what to do.
I am so fed up with waiting. We need to leave like.. yesterday..
I am worried he's been sleeping so much, but I know he will wake so I'll just finish these repairs.
I am wanting to get home to check in with my family. I miss them.
I am getting more and more fed up with these two. Why doesn't it matter what I want?
I am beginning to wonder if this is where I want to go.
I am getting married! *squeals happily*
I am fishing and loving our time together every day.
I am home before the winter, thank the Gods.
I am working on rigging with a new crew member. Never saw myself as a captain. I wonder how long it'll last before she too falls asleep.
I am waiting to leave for the first time since I left -her-. Why am I so nervous?
I am getting better at my job. And my kitchen always smells so delicious.
I am sick and it seems like he's the only one who cares.
I am trying to help him, but I hate how people see him. Why can't he see himself through my eyes?

[Brujah]

I am...

...still alive and I have not forgotten.
...travelling and wondering if she has waken up.
...confused. I feel like I will never understand her completely.
...planning a big surprise.
...working. So. Much.
...furnishing my house.
...Sleeping.

[miirkaelisaar]

I am..
...wondering why people in the English lands are so sleepy, it's strange.
...keeping to myself and trying not to get bored, starting to think no one really cares anyway, sometimes it's like I'm just fighting with myself.
...fed up with people complaining about how boring things are when all they want to do is sit around and dig and sleep and complain.
...so depressed, all this quiet, only the radio speaks to me and it's always horrible things.
...glad people aren't so sleepy, but I miss playing all the time, I feel lonely a lot now.
...so sick and tired of these wolves!
...hoping things will get more wakeful, it's so lonely here.
...in pain, so much pain, it hurts even more when he sleeps so much but I want him to see I can fight it.. he's all I have, I can't give up on him...
...busy, busy, busy, but at least I have help and good friends.
...trapped in my own home, my only choices to leave or to stay hidden, since my friends won't protect me.
...visiting my friends finally, but they're so sleepy!
...wishing I didn't feel like I done something wrong.. everyone getting all quiet on me, all forgot what a damn smile is, this town's depressing as hell, this don't feel like what family and love's supposed to feel like, at all.
...feeling sick, I think it's something I ate, this is new, not just a chill...
...loving my friends, they're so nice, I wanna make things for them and make them happy and make them wake up more and smile.

[BosBaBe]

I am...

...sick. And sick and tired of all this bullshit...
...with the love of my life, making up for lost time.
...being murdered in cold blood, verbally beaten down to nothing for what is logically no reason at all, after I've lost and given up everything... but seems my captor is cruel enough to let me live, but make me watch my beloved die, for a third time in my life. At least in death I could finally be free.
...travellin' and tradin', and pissed off at the hand I've been delt. A reminder why I shouldn't fuckin' trust anyone.
...Waiting for my man, eager to be sailing again!
...sailing, wishing we could just go home.
...working, working, working.
...with my master, falling in love with him, but... I don't feel like I can do what he wants. I can't be only one of many...
...working to see, listening in silence and... hearing things. My only friend in this world so far.

[ObsessedWithCats]

I am...

... wondering if I've taken on a hopeless task, but looking forward to the party
... once again finishing a beloved project for a dead friend
... leaving her behind, and serves her right too
... longing for the sea but content to help out inland a little longer

[Finchington]

I am...

... Trying to rake a few things together, but nothing seems to want to stay in one place for too long. God damn it.
... Content, and spending time with someone I love.
... Sick of the quiet. Time to travel.
... Incredibly happy, but also a little stressed. Responsibilities suck.
... Shocked... Didn't see it coming, and I didn't want it to come.

[SekoETC]

I am...

...lonely, only accompanied by my birds.
...jealous that I can't be with someone dedicated and awake.
...lonely even with company, she just doesn't wake up enough. Maybe coming here was a mistake.
...happy with her.
...fighting my depression. I shouldn't be depressed.
...ill once again.
...in pain, just trying to grin and bear it.
...still mourning the loss of me wife.
...getting prepared to make a lace dress. This will keep me busy for a while.
...scared of dying.
...mostly happy and developing my drawing skill.
...processing resources, although I'd rather do something creative.
...starting to realize I'm not as unique as I thought.

Finnish:
...returning home.
...exploring/on the way home.

Overall I wish I could change things. Most of my characters are just traveling or working on projects and there's no way to speed things up.

[Mitch79]

I am
sailing and preparing to settle with my people.
on my way to a party and worrying about home.
waitin' on a woman.
lonely and heartbroken. I'm working on my building and taking care of birds.
sailing alone on the open sea, looking for new land.