The I AM thread. (The 4-day rule applies!)

[88302]

- Surprised, for the first time in a while. I'd forgotten what I was capable of, this is refreshing.

- I'm still trying to process. How one death can have such an impact, I don't think I'll ever understand. He still feels alive to me, so how do I get over it?

-I'm worried about him. I've given up on her. I can't believe I'm talking about this, and I hate that it's making me feel better.

- I am still trying to figure out... well, everything. None of this makes any sense.

- Just so happy to be home. I didn't realize how much I missed him until the trip back, and I was so afraid he wouldn't feel the same.

- I shouldn't have just left like that. I doubt anyone noticed, and I have made a friend... I don't regret it, but I know it was wrong.

- Suppose it was too much to hope we'd be a group of like minded individuals. As long as she's happy, I can abide the rest.

[Rebma]

I am...

...In heartache and misery. Not where I should be. Powerless to do a thing about it. Dead would be easier than away.

...Traveling, helping, being confused, though not confused at all. I'm going to start writing, as that's all that's left to do while I wait.

...Playing, sailing, giggling. 'Tis the life. Further away we get the more I forget everything bad.

...Away from home, on a boat (I'm on a boat!) Hope he's not mad at me.

There are two just working.. nothing interesting.

[C4 Dark Saint]

I am:

Sitting in this car still... my boredom only growing more and more.

Glad we almost got this longboat done. Going to dock it to the raker and leave polish land.

Finishing up this shack, while she finished up the car.

Still in this lovely little place they call a prison. At least I've been eating.

Looking for my sister, seems she has passed out in the cabin.. and she has the only keys...

Missing her. The more I think about it, the more I just want to kill that bastard. I will rescue you, my love.

Inside having some fun

Building a fortress, just need this trowel first.

Coming up with plans for a stronghold

Not important

Not important

Not wanting to let her go... I'm glad she's staying, and can't wait till we get to make our own home.

Not important

Not important

[MrDudeBroMan]

I am...

... smoking some more meat. Apparently my several-year supply ran out. Time to make another several-year supply.

... out on the water again, sailing to who knows where. I wish there were something to do other than sail around pointlessly. I may try to find an island or something. Maybe there will be a little more excitement there.

... still collecting food for the ship. I wonder when we are finally going to leave...?

... outside my house (not a common sight) mindlessly collecting wood.

... building a storage room in my house. By the time I die, this house will be massive.

... in another town, looking for more crew for the ship. I am anxious to set sail again and finally head to the new land.

... walking what is perhaps the longest road I have ever been on. But it does not bother me. Revenge will be mine soon enough... if the idiots aren't already dead.

... wishing she would come back soon. She's only been gone a short time, but I miss her. A lot.

[mikki]

It has been awhile since I last posted my list...


I Am:

* Trying to get this town rebuilt. Lost two men to the sleeping sickness and now there are only a few here.

* Sitting in town with my girl. Wanting to get on the road and deliver that oil to the towns. I really think she wants more then I am actually able to give.

* Just found friends dead while trying to rebuild this town. It makes my heart ache to know they suffered.

* Sitting silently, like always, helping to build things with the man I love. I really wish I could speak like everyone else.

* Been by myself for such a long time. I want to build a boat and get off this island. And then a few people showed up. Hmm Maybe I should just stay here.

* Inside working on this huge project. I have screwed up so bad that i probably cost my ex his life, and there isn't anything I can do about it. He hates me anyways, and I have a new love to be concentrating on.

* Breaking locks off of buildings. Seems never-ending. But atleast I have someone to keep me company!

* I am a Councillor here, but not a leader. Now if he would just wake up it would make my life easier!

* I know his past, and I'm not afraid. I love him and will soon be his wife. I can't help but smile all the time.

* I am tired of sitting in this boring town doing what I am told to do. I could leave, not like anyone would miss me seeing how I don't talk too much to anyone.

* She misses her friend, and loves him but not sure if this relationship they have will ever move past what it is right now.

* I miss my true love, but am with friends and one said they would make me a castle and that I was his Queen. Oh I just LOVE this attention.

* Tired of cooking food for the people of this town and I'm really tired of watching him sleep all the time. Maybe if I left, would he even notice?

* Walking down a long road with my friends, and hoping they can make it to the next town. Will they have food?

* Left my hometown cause they were nothing but idiots, and fell for someone but he doesn't love me. Maybe I was an idiot to think I could change his mind.

[Snake_byte]

I am furious at the vacation coming to an abrupt stop, twice. The second fatal but not for myself... Fishing is not going to happen for a long time...

I am Quietly and dutifully collecting cotton for it's many uses in our city. I broke a heart and feel terrible. At least now I fit in with the rest of these quiet grumps. Well, the company I do have is nice.

As always, I am just living for living and helping for nothing. I have no problems, as always.

I am Visiting home with my love. She is definately not like most women...

Biding time and trust. I'll quietly accumalate what I can and leave. Sick and tired of being stagnant. I wonder if she'd go with me...

I am glad that some people are helping me. Good thing this will go faster now.

OMG, I am so dumb... I must've been on the moon, I can't believe I forgot my car...

I am taking a journey through the desert toughen up. Not that I'm not tough.

Wow, I am loving this party town of drinking. Usually always something to do....

. . . I am . . .

I am surprised they actually locked her up... I can't believe it. I thought they were a little more tolerant than that.

[Dudel]

It has been awhile since I last posted my list...


I Am:

* Sitting in town with my girl. Wanting to get on the road and deliver that oil to the towns. I really think she wants more then I am actually able to give.

Aww, that's sad.

[McManus]

The first I am post... tho a couple of years ago it might of been more exciting.

I am, wanting to get out of this forest but doesnt have enough food to build up for the trip.

I am, learning about hard work and trade.

[mikki]

It has been awhile since I last posted my list...


I Am:

* Sitting in town with my girl. Wanting to get on the road and deliver that oil to the towns. I really think she wants more then I am actually able to give.

Aww, that's sad.

Awww. don't make me feel bad!
She loves her, and doesn't mind cuddling with her, but any type of 'sexual' thing, she doesn't want. She also thinks that her girl deserves better.

[MartialAngel]

I am:

Waiting to go on that trip...he said he'd speak to his father, but...I don't think he has yet.

Going back home...this trip away has definitely interesting...I hope things don't get awkward again when she's back around -her- again.

Gathering the first of two resources, so we can pay back our debt.

Still inside with him. No more work to do, so I have to start thinking of excuses to be inside..

Back home...kinda tired, annoyed...wondering what I should be doing right now...if it hadn't been for my promise, I'd just let -her- run the place.

Wondering if I'm cursed...they all die...

Wanting to just get out of here. Something bad happened here, and I just want to get away. Far away.

Where is she? She was supposed to come straight back home..I'm on the road, and i don't see her, and now I have to bring her bad news...wonderful.

Hoping she'll come back soon...she -did- say she'd be back, right?

Confused...I didn't realize we were leaving again. Maybe he can come with us this time..

In tremendous amounts of pain...and apparently grouchy. I wish we could get these blueberries a little bit faster...Edit: And still falling for someone that I shouldn't fall for.

wandering..no more friends. Why is this guy still trying to be my friend? Friends die. Go away!

Almost there...another few days, maybe..

Gathering stone.

They're back! Now we can go on our trip! They'll even let us borrow a bike!

[FiziKx]

Bored... here's an update on the characters that I plan on keeping alive-

I am...

Cutting more wood for the library while trying to figure out why I'm the only damn person in the town that isn't sneezing.

Riding around on my tandem... with lots of weapons.

Gathering the last bit of stone for my estate in this town that I randomly sailed to. This dude decided to help me build it. Okay... If he really wants to. I don't really have much to give him though at the moment.

Farming potatoes in my little grass hamlet.

Digging for stone in a growing town in the hills. I just finished my general store and I plan on starting a thriving business in the area.

Making aspic... still slightly suicidal...

Gathering stone in a beautiful capital city while trying to take care of some possibly serious business. Unfortunately, I have pretty much no influence or control over the country (and city) whatsoever, and the two people that have any at all are horribly sleepy.

Awaiting the start of our journey to attempt to cure my blindness. I'm sorry that I'm putting you two through this... I am your friend... and I don't think that you should go this far out of your ways to help me... but I am thankful...

and I have four dud characters, so I'm not gonna do them.
The End

[Dudel]

Dudel Notes: You like to gather stone, FiziKx.

[MrDudeBroMan]

I am...

... building a cart. I'm getting tired of this empty forest. I think I will go to the closest town and see if I can't do a little trading.

... back home after more than ten years at sea. I think I might stick around for a little while before my next big adventure.

... almost finished with all this bow making equipment in my basement workshop. I wonder if the people in town have any idea what I've been doing in here all these years.

... gathering most of the resources we will need for my grand plan in this forest, which seems to be much more of an interesting place than I had expected.

... hoping these two won't stay here too long. I've got work to do in this town.


(The rest of my charries are too boring to talk about at the moment )

[mojomuppet]

working toward nothing. I should just get the hell out of here.

waiting four more years.

rebuilding after victory but lost of most of my men.

getting ready to be married.

in prison with the man I love.

getting over an argument that was my fault.

building carts.

wondering if I should tell them how useful I really am to them.

bitter and mad as hell.

hating life, just one person to talk to might save me.

bored but useful.

sailing with the man I love, wondering what will happen now that I dont know the directions and he sleeps so much.

Met a new friend, I hope.

A woman swept off her feet.

[MartialAngel]

SOOOO back on topic. *clears throat*

About to go help someone with a very important, but somewhat secret task...we can't even let our home know.

Thinking she's gonna 'take the jump' and try this out a little, test the waters...see how things turn out. I really hope she does..

A little shaken up..

Wondering if there is nothing more to life than to sit around here and work all the time..

Trying to sort through all of these keys that don't go to anything.

Going to pick up my belongings, then going on vacation.

Might have made some new friends...perhaps breaking off from the other ship was a good idea.

Well, she's home, and the other is buried...maybe things will get better around here...I hope?

Building a mast and sails. Don't think I have enough rope though.

Content sitting inside with him, working on our home.

Really wishing we could find an easier way to get more healing foods more quickly. This is getting ridiculous. One or two more good hits like that one, and I'm done for.

I'm back. I don't know how it happened, but I'm back...all thanks to my new friend..

Travelling on foot because I was -stupid- and forgot the bike. I'll have to get food and go back for it.

Wondering if this really is what my life is supposed to be like...will I always be this miserable? Maybe he -isn't- the one I'm supposed to be with.

Waiting to go on a trip..