Thought or Rant of the day!!!

[rconley]

Just got back from the doc today after having had a fainting episode yesterday. After visiting with the doc, I'm now just a little worried about medical test results tomorrow

*hugs* It was best that you went, did the tests and will find out what is wrong. Let me know when you get the results.

I definitely will. I"m a little worried right now and I'm sure that's what's making me sick at my stomach at the moment. They said I was too pale, my legs were swollen, my heart rate too slow, I THINK they said my blood pressure was too high, I seem to be slightly anemic he thinks and my thyroid is "extremely large"....they are also checking since I've been constantly sick and because of the fainting, for diabetes because my brother and sister have it. So they're checking out for a lot of things. I'm SUPPOSED to get results tomorrow so I'll let you know.

[chase02]

I was trying to help some guy change his email address, and in the process of working with the buggy account settings, managed to change my password to something of which I know not what it is (do NOT copy/paste your "old password" into the New Password field). Then find out that the PD don't have the ability to change passwords, which they should.

No green for me for a while.

Did you try '******'

/giggle

[HoH]

Today I learned why you shouldn't get a flu shot if you're already sick - day two of fever.

[Lyd]

Bummer.

You two are pulling on my maternal heartstrings! Don't make me come down there Randi! Hehe

[rconley]

:( Bummer.

You two are pulling on my maternal heartstrings! Don't make me come down there Randi! Hehe

Don't threaten me, ...before you know it you'll be down here just because. :p lol Would love to see you again.

[Razorlance]

Well, couldn't park in the work car park yesterday, so had to park nearby at the end of a cul-de-sac next to a empty office/warehouse type building. Came back to it after work and it had moved and had a flat tyre!!!

Apparently I had unknowningly parked at the spot where some Irish Gypsies where (illegally most probably) camping out in the (blocked up) car park were using the bit of path with grass and dirt next to it to get access to their caravans.

When two of them came back when I was struggling with the wheel and I asked them if they knew anything, the both said no but asked where I had parked, 'oh you blocked the access, it's your own fault' came the reply. Grrrrr.... access? a bit of grass and dirt next to the path?

And to top it all off when I tried to change the tyre the spare wouldn't unfasten from the car boot, the plastic cap to hold it in place was jammed solid. Grrrr..... Had to very carefully drive to the nearest garage then take the wheel off and get it inflated. And is still inflated, so they must have let it down just to piss me off. There's also some minor damage to the bumper where they obviously man-handled it out of the way.

F****** gypsies. There was even a little boy around 9 or 10 prancing around their caravans saying, 'you shouldn't have done that' over and over. Little prat.

It took me several hours to calm down afterwards, and this post would have be littered with profanities if I had posted then.

[joo]

Fucking gypsies.

Indeed.

[chase02]

Life is f**king ridiculously hectic at the moment. In the space of two months I've had to deal with everything from jobs lost to moving houses, moving horses to funerals to broken contracts to broken engines and lump sum payouts. I'd like to scrub 2009 right off the map and start my 2010 now, kthx. F***.

I think I need to throw something.

[Rebma]

If you can lift me, you can throw me. Twice.

[Arenti]

Well Chase thats an offer you can't ignore. I wouldn't.

[Razorlance]

I think I need to throw something.

Preferably something worthless but breaks spectacularly and satisfyingly?

or

I've heard that punch bags help too, i certainly would have benefited from one the other day.

I feel a little guilty moaning about my mishap after hearing all of yours. I think all of us waiting on Reveris will be that little bit more patient.

[Diego]

We broke up, but we're more or less lovers now. She's off opiates, though I shot up a little heroin yesterday, had been craving a dose for a month. Unlikely I'll repeat. Just got some blisters of clonazepam, should help loads with my anxiety disorders (and hers). Getting some diazepam later on. Life is truly beatiful right now. My situation at home is slightly warlike, but I can live with that, it's at most 5% of my day, interacting with the folks. I've been writing like mad and I've picked up painting again. I'm inspired, inspired, inspired. Back in Architecture school as well, acing every class, which is what always happens when I decide to stop being worthless and just, show up to class and speak. Classes tend to be easy for me. Soon I'll be working afternoons as an English teacher, and possibly moving out with her, her sister and her boyfriend into our own place, once all involved have steady incomes. Been befriending several old bohemian writers and poets, very inspirational as well. Love my crowd, love my life, and the future--the future freaks me out.

[joo]

I envy the apparent interestingness of your life, Diego.

[*Wiro]

I want to apologize to all who have to put up with my unresponsive characters. I just can't bother to play most of them. It's not fun anymore, but I don't just want to let go. I'll try to start playing again soon.

[chase02]

Horse move was a spectacular failure, with the property I'd decided to move to, the leasee had been evicted that day and err.. 'forgot' to tell me. So it's panic stations while I find another on short notice. Looking at another property to buy this weekend. After everything recently, my faith in humanity is all but gone. Then dad broke his hip, and I can't even visit in hospital due to distance and work travel. Ugh.