Postby CN » Wed Jun 24, 2009 1:47 am
I am....
... alone. I've lost, in one way or another, everyone that mattered to me. It was all taken away and, sadly, except for the complete silence day in and day out, I rather enjoy the emptiness that came with the loss.
... playing keeper to a trapped target. I feel bad for the loss.
... caring for someone in need trying to not think about the doubt that has been seeded in my head.
... questioning the two most important people in my life and their values and morals.
... indecisive about relationships as far as which ones I want to be in and which aren't worth my time. The choice is becoming more and more clear with every closed door.
... looking for a few good souls on this island.
... keeping secrets and wondering about his. I still love him, no matter what.
... [ON A BOAT! (had to, I'm sorry lol)] enjoying the company of another after being attacked by a stranger
... wondering how the hell this happened *pokes the leader* WAKE UP, DAMN IT!
... not liking this new part of my life, so far. It was better before. Could we, possibly, go back a day?
... lost, again.
... wondering why I'm still here. There's nothing keeping me here, he told me to leave.
