sammigurl61190 wrote:It's impossible for me to be a full time student. I have illnesses that keep me from doing that. So I go to school over the Internet--and that takes around 2 or 3 hours a day. After that, I'm at home, by myself, with nothing to do. I play Cantr because I feel like I have a purpose. I have two friends in real life. I leave the house once a week. If it were up to me, none of this would have happened, I wouldn't have to go to school over the Internet, I wouldn't have to be antisocial, I wouldn't have to play Cantr. But it did. And there's nothing I can do to change it. If I could "have a life", I would. So I really don't appriciate you preaching for me to do something productive, when there is nothing productive for me to do. Living in a town with less than 5,000 people total, the majority of which are close-minded and ignorant, where everyone knows that you have mental illnesses and thinks you're an insane freak and makes fun of you, isn't really a reason for me to go outside and do something with my life at this point in time, thank you very much.![]()
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I can't believe there's someone who actually understands!!! *HUGSHUGSHUGS*