The I AM thread. (The 4-day rule applies!)

[Tangential]

Been a while, but been in a musical mood lately.

I am...
I made wine from the lilac tree... put my heart in its recipe..
My life, my love. My sex, my drug, my lust..
All for freedom and for pleasure. Nothing ever lasts forever... Everybody wants to rule the world..
When all that you have's turning stale and it's cold, you'll no longer fear when your heart's turned to gold..

[miirkaelisaar]

I am..
...trying in vain to get this hawk to like me, even after caring for it for years, wondering what I'm doing wrong...
...immersing myself in my newfound hobby as a distraction, if only so I stop thinking about death..
...inconsolable.
...lonely.. it's so quiet, are they even alive still? If someone doesn't wake up I might just cry...
...learning to swim! No more scared of water!
...making plans I don't really intend to carry out; it keeps me occupied.
...cooking and making new friends, and so happy for the times he wakes up and talks to me.
...so angry, so so angry, I want to kill her for taking me away from my home.
...glad to hear people call our once small, quiet town "active" and "big", it warms my heart.
...making friends with animals, never thought that would happen!
...heartbroken, like the rest of my friends, it hurts so much.
...feeling like I really messed up, I didn't get his jokes, I embarrassed him, I dunno, but he's gone again, and I'm alone out here... every day he sleeps I feel feel the knot in my stomach tighten a little more...
...unsure how to feel about this new development, especially considering my choice of study... if our theories are the worst case scenario, this is definitely going to get in the way of my progress...
...so confused, and so hurt, I don't understand, everyone else was so nice, why would someone hurt me?

[TuxedoKitty]

I am...

... alone again. Nothing ever works out for me, no matter how hard it try. I want to turn around and go back to him, but I can't stand be isolated from the rest of the world. I just want to be happy!
... utterly disappointed. I thought we could have had something, but our little vacation was ruined.
... back home, and I don't know why. I can't stand these people and being here brings up bad memories. Might as well restock the ship and leave quickly.
... sleepy, but happy. I hope we stay together forever.
... sleep-traveling
... sleeping x2

[SekoETC]

I am
...traveling towards home, making clothes for potential new crew members.
...in an emotional void which I fill with trades and management.
...returning to English region after losing my last friend.
...sailing with my girlfriend.
...sailing with a group of people, not sure if one of them is quite sane.
...finally taking measures to fix my condition.
...adventuring with new company.
...making special clothes and showing them off.
...spending time with my boyfriend.
...learning new things.
...continuing to delay my departure for some reason.
...happily employed with an assignment.
...making clothes for people in my small village.
...still on the (long) way home.

[destinysWalrus]

I am...

...<spoilers> (Four-day rule, though very few characters know this one anyway)
...safer than I have been in a very long time, but still unsettled.
...waiting excitedly, but a bit nervous at how many people are here.
...back home after some trouble with newspawns
...trying to come up with something to add to my project
...sleeping, probably forever.
...bored, impatient, and sailing somewhere different for the heck of it.
...probably sleeping to death, but at least doing it indoors now.
...mourning him. I should be more social, but I can't handle it with so many people.
...starting to wake up again, after a longer-than-intended nap.
...awakening once again.

[Alladinsane]

I am:

One day I wanna pack up, I wanna move home.

I Swear my time's never cheap

And I knew that you were truth I would rather lose;Than to have never lain beside at all

There's nothing more to life than love, is there?

All you want to do is something good

Wounds are all I’m made of

Not so fabulous anymore

Can everyone agree that no one should be left alone

I'm at a crossroads with myself
I don't got no one else

[Snowdrop]

I am... not willing to accept he's gone, I don't know life without him.

I am... glad we've finally settled, but it would be better if they were still with us.

I am... wanting to liven this place up a bit.

I am... looking forward to driving this thing once it's finished.

I am... wishing these animals would stop multiplying just as I get their numbers right!

I am... finally feeling like I'm getting the hang of this!

I am... pleased with the arrangement we made with him. It's benefited us all.

I am... doing the same as usual.

[Mitch79]

settling again. Home again. So much work to be done and lessons to be taught.
trying to enjoy myself but finding it hard to do so. Still feeling betrayed by someone I cared about. Need to get back to work.
realizin' past mistakes and regrettin' them.
dying of a broken heart. After all a heart can only be broken so many times before it gives out completely. Shouldn't be long now.

[ObsessedWithCats]

I am...

... enjoying the party ^_^
... finally loosing the fight I've fought since I spawned, succumbing to the shadow in the east
... boooooored
... staying useful in spite of the sleeping

[Shedevil]

...watching them all sleep.. Maybe I should just close my eyes for a little bit.. yeah.. just a little bit..
...working on big plans for our little town.
...sailing away from these islands.. Quickly!
...terrified at first but now these people don't seem so bad
...working quietly and making plans
...my brother left me after he promised me he never would.. now I'm alone on this big island
...still sailing. Will we ever find land?
...going home finally
...working on his surprise. Well, more for me but him too. *winks*
...trying to find something to keep me busy
...working on more food before we leave
...needing to just go home
...what are these feelings I'm feeling?
...sailing to a party with my love before we search for a place to call home
...so sick.. I -hate- sailing

[Brujah]

I am...

...thrilled! We're gonna do it!
...worried about this new girl. I really want to help her.
...living in a dream. Even though I'm bored right now, my life was never better.
...BOOOORED! Can't wait to be done with this...
...falling in love with her. Those beautiful spikes on that sexy ball... Amazing.
...in a relationship for the first time in my life and all I want to do is spend time with her.
...WINDOW!!!

[Genie]

I am free after finally burying her and abandoning the love I had.
I am happy, but not satisfied with all .
I am surprised and frustrated, just why?
I am working to make this place better.
I am feeling amused, this little brat is much fun.
I am feeling like something different and special is about to happen.
I am calmer and kind of happy.
I am so glad to get closer to our dreams.
I am trying to survive.
I am missing them, life is not the same.
I am so curious and impatient.
I am on the road, things are so slow.
I am working and helping.
I am wearing pants first time in my life.

[Finchington]

I am...

... Getting hitched to what might be the most beautiful girl on the island.
... Feeling betrayed, and missing my brother.
... At the end of my tether, think I'm going to just.. Go.
... Still happy, looking forward to whatever we're doing, and wherever we're going.

Sleeping, x5 :/ Work is running me ragged, so that's a thing.

[*Wiro]

I am...

... Getting hitched to what might be the most beautiful girl on the island.

This fills me with joy.

[Rebma]

I am...
...embarrassed. I slept through important day. But, I think they see I am trying?
...still lonely, but thinking I should just disappear into a new job. Don't have to understand me to wear my things, do they?
...white-knuckling this fucken wheel and trying not to lose my shit. This is it.
...sleeping on piles of riches in the tiny car, dreaming of vans
...brilliantly drunk and about to knock this bitch's teeth in if she smiles at me again.I need to calm down, can't get myself kicked out of here, not yet...
...helping!
...working
...petrified
...terrorizing
...mehhh