Postby BosBaBe » Tue Jul 01, 2014 12:46 pm
I am...
-Livid. So much bullshit everywhere, and it's being thrown at me for no reason. I am getting the hell out of here, and when I have my business I can just keep going, and going, and going. I have no time for two faced people. But it makes me wonder if I will ever be happy. Good people are few and far between...
-Devastated, crushed, empty. My little girl is gone, I wasn't there for her and she died alone. We only have each other left, but why do I feel like my entire world has fallen out from under me and I have nothing to keep me falling into nothingness? I can't even speak, when I used to talk so much. What happens now?
-Madly in love, I can't wait to marry this wonderful woman. I must be the luckiest man alive, surely.
-Sleeping...just let me die already for f*#@'s sakes...
-Sleep working, I want to finish this business but I couldn't collect everything...at least I got some of what I need.
-Waiting, I can't wait for this trip, and I can't wait to be close to her. It's been a while, but I am a patient man, and good things come to those who wait.
-Finally out on the water with him, oh how I missed being alone with him. I can't see, but he opens up whole new worlds for me that I never knew existed. I don't need to see to be happy, and I love him with everything I am.
-Sleeping and alone again. I don't know if my life is anything worth staying alive for...maybe I should give up?
-Sleeping, but this one will wake up soon, is mom and dad okay?
-Sleep working, we have our town now, but I feel as if I need something to wake me up, something to breathe life into my weakened blood...
-Sleeping, I am not alive, I don't want to be alive, but they won't let me die, such selfish, arrogant, noisy people. Let me go already!
-Sleeping, yes, my time is done.
-Working to collect wood, spending my time with him. I need to apologize for being so quiet...
-Quietly working and listening, I have so much to do, so much to buy, so many places to explore.
-Sleeping. Why do I exist again?
So many sleeping...time to send some away...screw the people that ruined my Cantr spirit. *flips desk* But I will get out of this slump god damn it.