The I AM thread. (The 4-day rule applies!)

[Otherside]

...leaving for a new life with a kindred spirit...
...laying the last stones of our mansion in the wilderness.
...drinking, dancing, eating, laughing... Yo ho, yo ho.. Life is good for me.
...so far hiding my tumultuous core, in need of a release.. Need to stay focused...
...enthralled. Teasing and being teased. Mind, body & soul.
...crawling from the depths of hell... to get a job as a farmer.

Still dying/being murdered x7

[BeepBeep]

I am...

...wondering if my best skill is boring people to sleep
...suddenly having second thoughts
...sleep working
...excited to finally be alone, for a change , and on our way!
...sleep working through depression
...wondering why he makes me feel safe
...sleepy
...contemplating death
...feeling cautious
...dead
...realizing she sees me as a rival. Why? No one can be nice to me?
...starting to figure out who I am.

[Kinny]

I am back from a 3 week trip, got back yesterdayish! And a couple characters less, foo on those who didn't let some of them die though.

I am:
-Gathering rice, being my normal self, but everything is ready. Feeling rather evil.
-Done being sleepy and feeling that it is time to get started on some new work.
-Still sailing, and have been for the past decade almost, with no sight of land. Where on Cantr am I...?
-Sleepy still, but with him and content for now.
-Too tired to be a proper captain right now, feeling a bit guilty for that.
-Back from the nds and suffering because my love can't let go.
-Working on gathering materials for proper trade, feeling lost for a real goal however.
-Almost dead! Just a bit more starving to go, this is one very uncaring town.
-Still sailing, still sleepy, but I'll be awake sooner or later.
-Gathering, weary of the elephants as always.
-Waiting impatiently for them all to come back, sad.
-Sleeping on my bike still, but I have until summer anyway.
-Wondering where to travel to next, contemplating grand plans.

-dead! X 2

[ColormeGreen]

I am...

... Going back for her sake, but I'm not so sure I can even pretend to enjoy life any more.
... Trying to keep my flame from drowning by communicating a different way.
... Disappointed my first sail when that way. Back to rigging (mostly) alone, the long way. Paying him is becoming more tolerable.
... Walking. Wondering [name redacted]'s world.
... Wishing we could cuddle more and wondering if he will join.
... Finally a bit motivated and wondering if I would regret letting him starve.
... Trying to convince myself that I deserve to be happy. But could I really leave, and would he really want me?
... Sailing back and forth... always. Oye! Maybe I should buck down and take that 12 year trip.
... Bored and wanting to travel, but not wanting to leave her again. She works too hard.
... Dead. But at least I died in his arms... even if he didn't mean it.
... Lost. So... very lost. I want the fire to consume me as well. It would hurt less than his death.
... Intrigued by his offer to motivate me into living. Not sure it will work though.
... Needing more than they are willing to give. Maybe I should try to find a new master after all.
... Finally traveling. I got bored enough. But damn this road is long.
... Going to be the first to map all of this insanely large island. And without a shield or vehicle!

I be...
... glad ta be workin' on things and gettin' help. But feelin' guilty that they be seein' on meh, and missin' th' folk what were here.

[Mitch79]

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[AshBee]

I am......
Relaxed. It's been a long time coming but we're finally at sea again, just him and I. Oh and our stubborn feathered friend.
Frustrated. Is this how people do business? Really? I'd rather sleep even if it means the end if dealing with these idiots is the alternative.
Relieved. Finally home again, and people I've been missing for years are back too.
Happy. She's awake... finally. She completes me, I don't mind the quiet so much anymore.
Impatient. We finally have a home and everyone is asleep. Everyone. Is this worth living for?
Alone. Everything fell in my lap, and everyone deserted me. What am I doing wrong?
Chopping. So little time and so much work to do. I won't stop until we're done. The payoff is worth it.
Ecstatic. It started as a fairytale, emphasis on tale, but now it's real. Will someone pinch me?
Giddy. Years of work are finally paying off. With the one I love, and think she might actually feel the same.
Sleeping. He won't wake up, so why should I? I know there's work to do but there's no sense in doing it alone.
Concerned. He doesn't wake anymore. Please? I understand you're tired but just tell me you're okay.
Exploring. Just my friend and I, oh and the coin in his pocket, to determine our fate. What have we got to lose?
Worried. I love him. He said he'd be back.... but will he? Everyone leaves... Everyone.
Working. I'm no good at this work, but practice makes perfect. The task list is never ending.
Nervous. These people seem scary. I hope my intuition is wrong.

[Melodianme13]

I am...

-Things are a bit complicated. I hope it warms up soon though, maybe it will help.
-Loving the smell of fresh bread and pie and so glad he approves.
-On the road again.
-Grateful for his company and his fine cuisine.
-Sick. Hungry. And a bit lonely. He doesn't seem to notice though.
-Angry at him, but at least I am making a new friend and she seems really nice.
-Totally ecstatic! Life is so very amazing, especially with him!
-Enjoying their company and the wind in my face, though its a bit chilly.
-Working quietly by his side.
-On a boat, dying.
-Easily distracted by her beauty.
-Relaxing in this relaxed place of worship, reading with two of my favorite people.
-Angry at myself. I truly loved her.
-Excited about the trip, though I'm feeling sick and hungry. I hope I feel better soon.
-Hot. Just hot.

[Raspberrytango]

I am...

1. Having a harder time with this than I thought. Why did I suggest it?
2. Wondering what else I can do to make them want to stay.
3. Eyeing the newspawn with the attitude. The leader I took over for would have killed him by day two.
4. Leaving it all behind and finally smiling again.
5. Sleeping.
6. Still sleeping, but on a sunny deck, so life could be worse.
7. Realizing things are ok, even though he hasn't turned out to be who I thought he was.
8. Watching her flirt for my attention and hoping my sleep will make it stop.
9. Sleeping among the whispers.
10. Thinking about him constantly and hoping he's ok...but wondering why I left him that note. He's going to think I'm silly.

[*Wiro]

I am...in my place.
I am...also in my place.
I am...finally moving into a better place.
I am...definitely not in my place, but this is great.
I am...not yet in my place.

My biggest issue when I played before was that some characters just don't get fun. I noticed that this time, too, I put some of them on ignore on CantrSpy. I didn't want characters to go to waste, so I made it my personal goal to make all of them fun to play. 4 out 5 done, but the fifth is just a newspawn.

[destinysWalrus]

I am...

...tryin' to wake up more, I've got stuff to help with.
...having trouble making sense of these maps.
...desperately trying to leave this island - after I stop and grab some of these herbs.
...sleepily spinning thread, and dreaming of my moon.
...trying to wake up more, I don't want him to be lonely.
...excited to build my library, even if I am terrible at building.
...crushing on someone, but I'm not sure if he's interested.
...sleepin', diggin', waitin'.
...trying to stay awake in this sleepy place. Maybe I should leave.
...starting to let sleep get the better of me.
...sleepier than normal, but not letting it get me down.
...part of the crew!

[LittleSoul]

I am..

..Happy.. more than I have been in a while. Ready to get this business into shape.
..Determined. My only goal right now is to get her on the track to happiness.. and with hers will come mine, I hope.
..Ecstatic. Over nothing really, simply being alive and having those I care about around me. I'm ready for anything!
..Content. I couldn't be any luckier with the company I'm keepin', and I'm refreshed, ready to put my soul into what I do.
..Distraught. I have so many negative emotions bouncing around in me, it's hard to focus. I feel betrayed, but I don't have the luxury of crying about anything - things are dire.
..Confused? Where the hell am I!
..Dying. She'll understand.
..Worried, but I've got faith he'll come around. He always does.. we're like brothers, he wouldn't go like this..

[miirkaelisaar]

I am...

...wondering if they'll really be okay with me bringing his body with us.. I just couldn't leave him here, I've never.. ever left him before...

...meeting a man who doesn't speak English /or/ Polish, weird.. but he gave me a dictionary. Maybe I can learn this Dutch language too, but it's hard enough for me to speak my own language..

...a little worried, a little tired, a little old... but I still have my friends, and things are getting more active.

...wondering how to get myself out of this damned sleep..I'd like to try fishing someday, but then there's that little tiny issue of everyone sleeping and my having to do everything.. and how I've never left my home for more than a couple of hours and then only twice in my life.. that is a setback...

...wishing I never hear her horrible voice again. Her voice saying my name hurt almost as much as the wound she gave me. I'm glad I have my friends around me, I need to focus on them and forget this entire nightmare.

...waking up and getting things done, I hope.. why am I so tired? I thought I was used to this cold.. and we really need things, I have to get up and do something...

...exploring! Really happy! Friends make me happy, and he makes me happy, and he makes me feel different, too, but I like it.

...feeling a little sick.. uh-oh.. I shouldn't have slept outside.. I better not make any food, I don't wanna get everyone else sick too...

...freaking out, and kind of in shock. He's leaving, forever?! He's leaving, and /he's/ dying, I'm so scared and neither of them care! I hope this sickness kills me... I can't take it anymore...

...thinking I've really got this animal farming thing down, we might have a successful trade-venture opportunity here! Er, I hope. I need to learn more about the other towns, I feel like I know nothing outside of here and the radio.

...hoping the animals don't get us too bad while we're working! The rats are cute though.. they don't hurt, why can't the other animals be nice like that? Jerks.

...learning new words in another language! And hearing cool music! I wanna make music someday! Maybe if I do I can get him to sing for me! I love it when he sings, his voice is so pretty, he needs to wake up more so I can hear it!

...upset that I've been forced to spawn in a strange foreign land just 'cause two a my kind are here, and neither of 'em wants to share a ship 'less I let 'em control my fate. Screw these guys, I'll get my own ship.. maybe that guy what just popped up'll help me out, he speak English, I wonder..?

[NostalgicMelody7]

I am...
...Numb. Shocked. It happened so fast... I'll miss you, my love.
...In town four of five! Goodness, each town is beautiful in its own way!
...Amused at this newspawn's stories. What in the world is a dragon?
...Surprised to see him here. Not that I'm complaining. He is absolutely -yummy-.
...So glad that it's spring! I was getting so tired of the snow!
...Feeling guilty for leaving. But my business can't survive there. I need to go where the people are.
...Working in these fields, as always... I need a more exciting life.
...Frustrated. I worked so hard on those glasses, and now she sleeps. The world is cruel.
...Leaving. A fresh start might keep me awake!
...Making new friends. This poor woman...
...Holding my post. It's hard to stay serious when he's being his usual bright, carefree, adorable self.
...Spearing elephants. We might as well be attacking the mountain.

[Mee]

- My life is forming again, I like it.
- Waitin on her to wake, pickin some apples in this deserted place.
- One more day and then.. *loving sigh*
- Working for something big. And it seems we finally settled in this town.
- Why does he sleep so much? Sometimes I'm bored just watching him.
- Well, them leaving on me makes my choice so much easier, though its hard seeing them leave.
- What is it with this strange polish man?
- Quietly working, planning an exciting trip.
- Ooh sugar, I do love it here! Now to find some gorgeous men.
- Simple and happy
- Interesting Never knew this side of myself..
- Together forever..

[God]

I am...

- the Lord of All Things
- Creator of the Universe
- the Alpha and the Omega
- Eternal
- All Knowing, All Seeing, All Wise
- A Groovy Swing Dancer
- In Every Char, Every Rock, Every Tree
- Benevolent
- Just Super Cool and Laid Back, You Know? Doin' My Thang
- Judging You
- a Maker of Fjords