This is the end

Bran-Muffin · Postby **Bran-Muffin** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 2:49 pm

Cant really make up my mind right now..... stressful night last night when that was posted.

Bowser · Postby **Bowser** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 2:57 pm

Thats why it is best to leave the characters idle instead of the not-turn-back account deletion. Give it a week and if you still have no motivation, then I wish you the best.

Mavsfan911 · Postby **Mavsfan911** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 3:21 pm

Yeah...
At least give it awhile. Delete some characters, if you have to. Only use the account deletion as a last, last, last (x400) resort.
If you do go... We had some good times, at least.

SekoETC · Postby **SekoETC** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 4:15 pm

http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2004-5/722346/413.jpg (This is the gross pic of my slightly cut wrist, the scratches really ain't that deep they look like but I thought it might better to put this behind a link so that you can chose not to see it if you're easily shocked.)

You must note that this was a quick stress reaction, all I could think about was to visualize what I felt inside. I was angry at Brandon for a second but I'm not anymore. For shocking the rest of you was unintentional.

Sorry!

Oasis · Postby **Oasis** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 4:35 pm

Whoa, Seko! That's kind of brutal. A bit heavy of a guilt trip to lay on the poor guy.

Pirog · Postby **Pirog** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 4:39 pm

Yeah...that is unfair. This is just a game...always remember that.

SekoETC · Postby **SekoETC** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 4:52 pm

Sorry, old habits stick... I just get so mad at all the people dying of sleeping sickness or just dropping dead. There are too much of them. Life isn't always fun or interesting, mostly it's just dull and gray, but there are good days also. (And to me Cantr is more than a game.)

Chrissy · Postby **Chrissy** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 4:59 pm

So because of a fucking game, you're going to hurt your real self? That is the stupidest shit I ever heard. Sekto, the game isn't real. If you're going to flip out over characters that aren't real then maybe you shouldn't play. Because it's going to happen. Characters are going to die.

My characters have lost husbands, brothers, sisters, best friends, have been dumped by chars who didn't even die, mine have dumped a few. That's how it goes. You can't hurt, yourself, because of someone elses actions. In real life, and especially because of this stupid game.

If someone did some crazy shit like that over one of my characters, that would GARUANTEE my character would NEVER talk that persons char again.

Get a fucking grip on yourself.

If he wants to quit, that's his choice, if you want to hurt yourself, that's your choice. But it's exactly that. No one forced you to do that. That's your own fault. Don't blame others for your fucked up decisions.

Chrissy

Chrissy · Postby **Chrissy** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 5:04 pm

You should turn the computer off, go outside, go for a walk, and get some fresh air on your face. Breath the fresh air in, and out, in counts of 8 slowly. Let the fresh air and sun heal you and refresh you. Drink some water too.

Chrissy

Psycho Pixie · Postby **Psycho Pixie** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 5:32 pm

its all my fault you know... he lost the will to play because my charrys werent around to interact with his... I killed off a bunch so he is canceling his totally. always has to do one better..

we luv you muffin boy, dont go away!

Pixie

SekoETC · Postby **SekoETC** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 5:55 pm

You're right, I should go outside. But all the people shouting at me (well, I've counted two) really isn't helping much. I am bitchy, I am using discusting methods in trying to make others feel bad, it is pathetic, I know that. But saying you don't care when obviosly shocked doesn't sound realistic at all. I've well noticed this method works. I got your attention, didn't I? Though it usually ends up half the people shouting at me and threatening to never speak to me again.

The Sociologist · Postby **The Sociologist** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 7:40 pm

Chrissy, please go easy on Seko. I've met the character Seko. He is roleplayed in a way that expresses deep vulnerabilities with the most profound artistry. But in a world where most of us surround ourselves with psychological 'iron shields' from an early age, such intensity requires a special kind of person as roleplayer. Seko the character had the most amazing impact on one of mine, like my guy has now developed a massive case of conscience and appears to be on a guilt trip for life. Hang in there Seko!

By the way, he is allright isn't he? Did he get his salt, limestone and other stuff back after he threw it down...? There I go... Trying to cure my own charrie and possibly myself by OOC means! :roll:

So, better not answer. :lol:

Does that 'leave facility' still exist? Either way, Brandon I beg you to opt for taking a longish break rather than deleting. I think you have burn-out. This is often temporary. There are only a few personalities here that make the game worthwhile. You are one of them. I'm just one of the anonymous masses by comparison.
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Solfius · Postby **Solfius** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 7:45 pm

every player is important. If all we had were the "worthwhile" personalities there wouldn't be enough to play.

the chars taking orders are as important, if not more, than the ones giving them. the anomous masses make cantr work.

Besides, I like the socialogical background you bring to your comments on the game

Cheshierekat · Postby **Cheshierekat** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 8:22 pm

Brandon!!! Don't quit! Please!!!

Pirog · Postby **Pirog** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 8:51 pm

Bran-Muffin>

Hate to see you leave...but I would love to see that bastard Hans die. You know that Odur will win now, right? He will control the settlement...and tell everyone about the dishonest bastard Hans Blacktounge.
(Yes, this is an obvious attempt to irritate you back to the game :wink:

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