Diego wrote:More like, sucks to have your family and to allow them that level of intrusion into your life.
well because i am SLIGHTLY autistic they deem me mentally incompetent and incapable of telling the difference between a game and real life..... oh, and they don't like the sims either

see a pattern in the types of games i get harassed for playing?......
the problem is i can't just get up and leave them. i've thought about it. i could. i should, and normally i would.....but my mom won't let me. and call me a mama's boy but i absolutely love my mother and cannot commit myself to go against her judgment. even if i know i'd be better off elsewhere.
if i do leave i leave her alone with my step father. he'll most likely start getting on my sister for stupid shit. i'm already use to it so i'll just deal with it....... ** sighs ** i carry a heavy burden on my shoulders.
i still don't know why i won't leave. i could if i really wanted to, but i'm not leaving against my mothers will. i'll always do anything she asks me to do, which is a weakness that will one day be the end of my sanity if the BS between me and my step dad keeps up.