Have you tried watching The Thing.
Thats a great scary but older movie.
or failing that, The Evil dead. Now that was really freaky when that came out, till they made about four more after, then they became comical rarther then scary.
One that did the rounds that was just gross to me was.. I spit on your grave.
I think it's actually banned now. It's like a real life goofy documentry into death. With one scene where they place a small monky in this round table

live at the time with it's head just showing and four people actually bash it's head with little hammers. Then they sit there eating warm monky brain discussing and talking like a small dinner party. Just vile..not to mention the rest of the movie. so i would give viewing that one a miss for sure.
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