goodbyes and apologies
Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 2:24 pm
Hi everyone!
Well, the good news is, I didn't die of alcohol poisening. Haha. The bad news, I had to spend an entire day in bed, hungover, forced to reflect on everything I said here the night before. I don't regret it, things happen and you can't dwell on them, one can only move forward. I do apologize to the people who expect more from me then that childish outburst I gave, however, if your someone who actual knows me, then you know I expect more from myself also.
To clarify, I think Europe is great. I don't think I ever said bad things about the country, only asked about the swearing, but, the p.m. I received this morning from Cookie Monster, telling me I am a [bad, bad, name], leads me to believe I said more. The people I've spoke to over the years, that live there, have always been very, very, nice. I am impressed with many things Europe has to offer.
When I started playing 2 years ago, Cantr consisted mainly of adults, and 2, 15 year olds, who both were so mature, I was shocked when I found out their age. Things have changed drastically, I feel the adults are now the minority. And as I stated in my drunken stuper, I need to be around adults.
Instead of stating all the bad things I've saw, and bad people I've met while here, I'm going to share some positive things before I go. I come from a very small town, and although I knew the world was big, I had no idea... how, huge, it really is. When I first starting playing, I would go out with my friends at night, and tell them about all the amazing people I met from all these amazing countries. They found it amazing too! I've become a huge fan of the history channel and travel channel, soaking up every bit of information I can about the world.
Cantr has been like a mirror for me also. It has reflected my personality back at me, forcing me to see my good traits, and my bad ones. Although it's been a very intense experience for me, I wouldn't change a thing. It's made me a better person and for that I will always be greatful. All of you, are part of a chapter in my life, and I will never forget you.
Try to be the best humans you can possibly be and never let others bring you down or try to convince you otherwise. Take care of yourselfs.
Love,
Chrissy
Well, the good news is, I didn't die of alcohol poisening. Haha. The bad news, I had to spend an entire day in bed, hungover, forced to reflect on everything I said here the night before. I don't regret it, things happen and you can't dwell on them, one can only move forward. I do apologize to the people who expect more from me then that childish outburst I gave, however, if your someone who actual knows me, then you know I expect more from myself also.
To clarify, I think Europe is great. I don't think I ever said bad things about the country, only asked about the swearing, but, the p.m. I received this morning from Cookie Monster, telling me I am a [bad, bad, name], leads me to believe I said more. The people I've spoke to over the years, that live there, have always been very, very, nice. I am impressed with many things Europe has to offer.
When I started playing 2 years ago, Cantr consisted mainly of adults, and 2, 15 year olds, who both were so mature, I was shocked when I found out their age. Things have changed drastically, I feel the adults are now the minority. And as I stated in my drunken stuper, I need to be around adults.


Cantr has been like a mirror for me also. It has reflected my personality back at me, forcing me to see my good traits, and my bad ones. Although it's been a very intense experience for me, I wouldn't change a thing. It's made me a better person and for that I will always be greatful. All of you, are part of a chapter in my life, and I will never forget you.
Try to be the best humans you can possibly be and never let others bring you down or try to convince you otherwise. Take care of yourselfs.
Love,
Chrissy