Cantr II Discussion Forum

What in your real life stresses you out? Not playing or thinking of Cantr that is.
Job/career, family, paying bills, etc...

Do your children love you?
Does your spous love you?
Is your new car about to be repossessed?
Facing foreclosure on your home?
I think you get the idea.
Bitch your most and let out your frustrations here.

I ask this while whatching the poor sorry saps on the TV saying they are stressed out, anxious, paranoid, obsessive compulsive, and etc...

I face the daily possability of my home mortgage being foreclosed on.
Daily I face the possability of any one on my utilities being terminated. Yet I live day by day and see what happens.
Any of you face the same and are anxious, paranoid, etc... or are you like me and say "fuck it. Pay and do what you can do?"

Want to hear your stressed out stories.
Only want to hear what makes you stressed out.
Do not want to hear I am worse off than you BS.
Want to hear real things that happen to you that stress you out.
None of the "this could fix your problem bull shit".
If you feel the need to "this could help you". Start a new thread and link to it from here.



Me:
Mom left. I have no knowledge of the income situation, but have to learn it and figure how to pay bills when more money going out than coming in.

Kinda like that. Not limited to money though.

Have at it and really have a bitch fit. We all need a place to let it all go.
And I also find it nice to ,with no one around, holler as loud as you can. No words taboo here beyond what admin may say.

I am in an abnormally good/bad mood.
Bitch, holler, whatever and feel good.

I haven't studied enough. They haven't asked for student benefits back yet but they might next year when they realize how little I've achieved. I don't do my homework, I just play Cantr. I just did a test, poorly.

I had a job for a whole three days and since then they have been saying they don't need me. They don't need me because I was "just" a dishwasher, as if I wouldn't learn other things. I didn't say I wouldn't want to learn other things, I just said let's see how this goes first. Now I don't even dare to go eat there because one time they served me totally saltless fries so I glued them to the tray with ketchup, spelling out the word "tasteless". I'm afraid someone saw that and remembers it.

I've had a key to the gym for months but I haven't gone there at all. Not a single time. Now I'll be moving out in a week. I'll be living with my parents through the summer and they already get on my nerves during weekends.

I can't ask for jobs because I'm so damn antisocial that I don't wanna walk up to strangers and ask a question when the answer could be no - or even "I don't know, it's my first day here. No, the boss is not around." And no one puts job ads online.

I apologize for this. This is going to sound like the outpouring of a love sick teenager, and thats because I am. That aside, here we go. (All names have been changed just in case, by some freak coincidence, someone who reads this knows me rl.)


I love Sarah Simmons. I have for 11 months. For the first 2 of those months, we were dating. However, by coincidence we did not see each other for 6 weeks due to vacations. When we saw each other again, she broke it off. I wasn't that badly hurt. I thought I was over it. But every time I saw her, it came back. She said she still wanted to be friends, and so did I. I had never connected with someone like this, and I didn't want to lose it. She lied. There was no interest in being friends. She pretended. I even believed her. After about four months of this, we were both dating other people. I never liked my new girlfriend. She was more attractive than Sarah, but I just couldn't connect. Sarah was dating one of my best friends, George Michael. Right about Christmas time, Sarah and I came back together. We were great friends. This kept up for the next three months. In this time, I broke up with my girlfriend. Sarah also got tired of George, but it dragged on. She finally ended it just before spring break. Now, Sarah had told me she was interested in getting together, but even our friendship had been frowned upon by our other friends, as they thought it was unfair to George. For this reason, we decided to go out in secret. We got together over spring break, and it was great for about a week. Over the next week and a half things were bad. I could tell, but she refused to say it to me. Then she told me she had to break it off. She was interested in George again. Three days later she was back with him. And now I still can't do anything but love her. I want to be done with this obsession, but at the same time, she is the best friend I have ever had, the first person I have ever shared my emotions with. She wasn't my first girlfriend, so this isn't naivete. I really have experienced a lot, relationship wise, and this is great. And I can't bare to lose that friendship. And so here I am. Stuck. Every time I think of Sarah and George together I tear up. I am as I write this. And at the same time I have never been so angry in my life. I just want it to end.

Racetyme wrote:Sarah was dating one of my best friends, George Michael.

I've been told I have Obsessive Compulsive....a VERY slight case anyways...Cause if I see a kid's shoe untied at work...I can't just let it go...I HAVE to tie their shoe...Otherwise I get this guilty feeling...even if they don't trip over em...>.>

The word "often" is pronounced "OFF-EN."
The T is silent, you morons.

>.<

There aren't enough hours in the day to work and play.

My fiance's mother making my wedding party postponed for a year.

Im probably gona fail out of my current university

do you ever get that feeling that people are ignoring you?

Someone say something?

Jokes pie

That i leave my huge uni papers to the last minute, stresses the hell out of me.

Racetyme wrote:Sarah was dating one of my best friends, George Michael.

You'd be happy to know that George is gay

just kidding.

I'm stressed. Because I'm happy. Over the clouds happy, and I hope everything just goes smoothly.

Have you ever had a headache for 22 days straight?

notsure

Regret, it's always what keeps me from typing anymore. Every time I post, I've sense a tinge or two of it. Really makes me wonder why I come here anymore. Really makes me wonder why I'm still typing. Am I that introverted? Shouldn't I find some other place to let go?
Is anyone going to care? Obvious questoins comes obvious answers; still I ask them. Where is my mind? Where my heart in my religion? Do I really take praying as a last resort? Where am I going from all this!???!?!?!??!??!?!?!?!??!?!
Hahahaha.... *bang *bang *bang

Regret, I'll still feel it.

One thing that bugs me is on forums where people post and then sign their posts. your username is already associated with your post! you don't need to write it again!

not aimed at you specifically, notsure, you just reminded me of it.

hearts and butterflies,
west




yes, you see what i did there.