so right now my brain is brainsquish.
But I randomly found this document from the other day when I was spazzing out after I drank coffee. I actually almost NEVER drink coffee, and when I do, I always put lots of sweetened creamer, and like 3 or 4 spoons of sugar in it. And I'm usually seriously lacking on sleep. Such was the case the other day when I apparently wrote this:
crazy cracked out coffee me wrote:things I do while on coffee (that I probably shoudln't)
-brush my teeth with a knife
-howl. loudly.
-stalk the forums like OCDbb
-threaten to remove others genitals
-scream gibberish
-panic
-talk to myself, very loudly and very fast
-laugh maniaclly
-make a list of things I shouldn't be doing while I do them
-message people way too much about things that don't even make sense
-rub alcohol in a cut on my face to 'make it heal'. which it will, but OW
-insist on not showing ANY pain whatsoever when doing this
-even though you're completely alone
-IM boyfriend that I'mma firin mah lazors!
-beat the computer monitor
-scream at the computer
-shriek at the computer
-laugh insanely at the computer
-I should probably just stay away from computers period
-post anything to the forums, whatsoever, period.
sooo...if I pestered you with like a million cracked out messages or posted too much or something. sorry.

it was the drugs.