Thought or Rant of the day!!!

[Idriveayugo]

[theguy]

Talk to somebody Wiro, a friend, a relative anybody you trust failing that I will talk to you if you want. Those kind of thoughts are dangerous to let build up inside of you they can destroy you.

[*Wiro]

Bleh. Mood swings.

[theguy]

ok, I understand, I have wanted to say a loda stuff to my ex gf to hurt her 10 times as much as she has hurt me and it takes a ton of self control to not show feelings that you feel strongly sometime but if its a long term thing then you have to get help.

[*Wiro]

I just snapped. I bottle up things for a long amount of times and let them out as soon as possible so it's over soon enough, too. >.> I hate women. Apparently, completely out of the blue, my mom decided I'm jealous. She always does this when she knows I am right and she isn't -- thinking up some random, retarded argument as for why I need help and stuff instead of realizing that she's the one fucking everything up every single time. And my sister.

I mean, jesus, I ask my sister if she wants to play on the wii with me, she says no in her usual "OH MY FUCKING GOD, I'M BEING RAPED UP THE ASS SO HARD, HELP ME" tone and then without me saying anything else my mom gets angry at me for "forcing" her to do things she doesn't want to do. So then I got angry at both of them and then she asks why and I explain her that I do nothing at all and then she goes "no... you do do things wrong, you force her" then I say I dont and that I only asked something (she was 2 meters away from us...seriously, she heard loud and clear what was going on) and that I wasn't forcing her, then she says "forcing her?... I never said that." which is yet another of the lovely things she does when she knows I'm right. And then I tell her "yes she does" and then she decides to cut that off and tell me I'm jealous and want her for my own all the time (my mom) which is absolutely not true (if anyone, it is my sister who cligns to my parents a lot). A week ago she was complaining how I am so distant of her (my mom)... so yeah. She doesn't make much sense. And then I get angry at her for lying and making things up and then she says I have no right to be angry and she decides that I get angry about nothing at all and walks away saying it's all my fault. It's a miracle she didn't pull off the whole dramatic "you're not my son anymore" show anymore.

Ugh.

[theguy]

oml, that is quite heavy, I have never heard of anybody's own mum deliberately lying to them. I mean I get pissed off when my mum doesn't listen to me or anybody else and then whenever i've been kayaking and there is no loo anywhere so I have to go behined the bushes my mum shouted "Joel's going to the loo" for no reason right in the middle of the public car park.

Anyway, yeah, at least its just words and I would say take comfort in the fact that although it can be bloody annoying having arguments all the time it's just words and if you get though that you can get though anything and I dont know how old you are but one day if you can be tough enough to get though the bullcrap in life like that then you can get though anything and do whatever you want.

[*Wiro]

I'm 15. I can get through it, doesn't make it any better though. Stupid thing is I can't do anything to change it since she won't listen.

*Shrugs.* Oh well. Anyone know a fun MMORPG?

[Dudel]

I'm 15. I can get through it, doesn't make it any better though. Stupid thing is I can't do anything to change it since she won't listen.

*Shrugs.* Oh well. Anyone know a fun MMORPG?

Perfect World is cool... but a bit on the life eating side.

I've been playing Phantasy Star Online off and on. Its an MMORPG with no actual commitment to it.

Really, I see it as a 4 player game with an "open lobby" (as that is what it is) but I've a lvl 80 something (give or take) that could help out.

Actually I think I'll play again today.

OH.. and here is a link.

Once you download the latest client you might have trouble getting the short cut to work but there is a quick and simple solution via the forum... where you need to add the file directory to the shortcut properties.

Also: There are MEGA problems with Vista so... so you might not wanna bother if you have Vista. I'm not even sure if it works on Mac.

[*Wiro]

I'll check 'em out sometime. I've been playing this indie retro ORPG on and off lately, called Silverdale, can be fun now and then. But the community's full of incoherent morons, and the admins have their noses stuck up in the air way too freaking high. There's no ignore function on the chat so sadly everyone gets to hear over and over again how so-and-so is an admin and how they can "awesomly" /kill anyone just like that. And they love displaying it. Retarded thing is, no one says a thing. Instead they behave like the average 8-year-old meeting Hannah Montana.

[Dudel]

Well PSO has no voice option and chat can not be stopped but it is rare to get any chat actually while playing.

Most chat takes place in only a few places among "certain groups". Again, I don't see PSO as an MMO but more like an online 1p game I can sometimes play with others in up to 4p mode.

Its good for random amusement.

Actually MMOs are too filled with to much stuff that isn't all that amusing. At least in PSO I can rare hunt while at a low level and still level up at the same time.

Also: You don't need to have anything extra to enjoy the full game!

[lulkoek]

My brother plays God Wars, he likes it and it's free.

I play(ed) Guild Wars, but since I started working I hardly get on it. That's also the main reason I got it, it's not pay per month.

And this is getting really off topic *rants*

[Dudel]

My brother plays God Wars, he likes it and it's free.

I play(ed) Guild Wars, but since I started working I hardly get on it. That's also the main reason I got it, it's not pay per month.

And this is getting really off topic *rants*

Is that not still a thought? O.o

Does that not still make it on-topic, yes?

.....yes?

[Genie]

No new events

[theguy]

Waaa! My best roleplay ever ruined because the other person got grounded and isnt allowed on the net. I hate that cus the RP was really cool.

[Dudel]

I think my stomach is mad at me today.