Thought or Rant of the day!!!

[Aurora]

I don't know what's happening to me. I've been crying all of my lunchbreak and I don't know why. I feel so childish. I need my mom... Curling up in her arms and her telling me everything will be alright. The weirdest thing is that nothing's actually wrong. I have no idea of why I feel like this. Just... Damn it.

Aurora, I'm not your mom, but everything will be alright.

Brain chemistry can be affected by a lot of stuff (for example, hormones) that just don't necessarily have anything to do with "real" rationales. So hang in there, it wil get better.

Thank you so much, gejyspa. I do feel better. Thanks for caring.

[Taralyn]

Yay! I just found out that the festival I was planning to go to over Easter has NOT been cancelled and will go ahead as planned! I'm going to confest
For those who have never heard of it, confest is a big hippy-happy fest in the bush, there is drumming, workshops, lovely people, relaxation, rejuvenation, and just a whole lot of fun. Due to the flooding that we have had in New South Wales it was at risk of being cancelled, the organisers have managed to pull things together and move everything to higher ground.

[Snickie]

Crazy stuff going on in my life.

Well, firstly on Tuesday (I almost wrote "Wednesday" just now, can you tell I'm tired?) I had Solo & Ensemble State, to which you may or may not care to know that I received an Excellent on my AS solo (my judge completely tore me apart, for serious), a Superior w/Distinction on my CL solo (my performance is on YouTube), and straight superiors for the jazz band.

Wednesday was a very lazy day, as all of you who have characters around mine probably know. I forgot my phone in the bathroom at home before school, though. I also think that's when I started getting sick, a cold or something.

Thursday (yesterday) was percussion rehearsal, and then nothing but homework. All the way to 11:30. I usually go to bed at 10 on a school night. I spent most of the day sneezing, sniffing, and trying to pressure point my headaches away. I took half a Zyrtec before I went to bed, and I guess it helped.

This morning I seriously struggled with whether or not to go in today. We had this thing called Mathlympics at the local community college, though, and I wanted to go. Plus, I had to turn in all that work I did last night. So went in. My team got third place at Mathlympics this year. I was happy. I got a free thermos, lol. Anyway, I got home, ate some homemade tortillas (estuvieron muy deliciosas), and went to take a naap. Now I feel worse, like I should still be asleep. Everything is warm or too hot to me (I'm used to being too cold most of the time) and my stomach has this strange feeling that I can't identify (it's not really pain, it's not nausea, it's not hunger or thirst). Maybe I am getting sick.

Tomorrow we have Indoor Percussion State Championships in Daytona. It's going to be crazy. I hope I'm up for it. I'm supposed to be hydrating like crazy for it, but I can't bring myself to drink that much water even though I know I'm not very well hydrated right now.

And then Sunday is for lessons, church, and this huge homework assignment that really should have gotten done during Spring Break.


I don't even want to think about how much Cantr stuff I'm going to have to read.

[Majix]

Had a three hour long power outage today, something that seldom happens here. Maybe it was the punishment for not participating in Earth Hour?

[Henkie]

Today I am completely fed up with people who just don't understand and refuse to learn.

[Snickie]

-hides in her corner, away from Henkie-




I hate doing research papers.
I was supposed to be working on this all day.
I can't even get focused on it, no matter how many windows I close.
Whyyyyyyyy?????!!!!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?

-is going to fail and dieeeeeee because the literary review is due tomorrow, and she only has an hour now to research, read, and write the whole thing-

I'll probably hunker down and start really freaking about it....around midnight....on Wednesday....

[Genie]

Slowly sneaking back to cantr life,any gossips i missed?Please inform me

[Jaxon]

I can't even get focused on it, no matter how many windows I close.
Whyyyyyyyy?????!!!!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?

I find procrastination is a forced vacation from work. Instead of working like a drone all the time, my brain shuts down and goes "now it's time for a break."

[Henkie]

F***ing hell... I have managed to get the 0,01% chance of not breaking a lock... 10 times in a row.

[Doug R.]

It's actually a 66% chance of not breaking a lock. Missing 10 times in a row is only a 1 in 57.7 chance, so, not likely, but not unlikely either.

[NostalgicMelody7]

We had an in-school funeral thing for our old French teacher (May she rest in peace). I guess I'm ranting about myself here. WHY WON'T I CRY WHEN PEOPLE I LOVE DIE D;

[RedQueen.exe]

Today I am completely fed up with people who just don't understand and refuse to learn.

Funny how often both sides wind up feeling that way. (And for others, no, this isn't related to any specific event, just general observation of human nature, lol)

[Sunni Daez]

F***ing hell... I have managed to get the 0,01% chance of not breaking a lock... 10 times in a row.

done that!

[Chroma Key]

Now, I love learning something new and all that... But... Finding out what a "Chelsea smile" is did not really broaden my horizons. Ugh. Very disturbing.

[Doug R.]

*googles* Nice.