The I AM thread. (The 4-day rule applies!)

[madfish]

I am..

...wondering how I came to be considered a citizen here and trying to find an excuse to leave.
...excited to find someone who will help me in my devious ways.
...a nutcase who has already been offered bribes to leave town.
...ignorantly ruining the reputation of a town, while believing what I am doing is the best thing that has ever happened to the town.
...wondering what to do with all the loot but concious about covering my tracks.
...completely disillusioned with the world around me and it's apparent lawless nature.
...a dark natured being who's attempt to manipulate another have been marred by their sudden and enduring sleep.
...different one day to the next.

[Miri]

I am... in a process of downgrading my little army, so I'll include only those I'm sure I'll be bothered to keep:

I am...
- excited about our new home on this new island
- depressed. It was all so nice, yet now all those bad things happening...
- feeling strange. But how could I have possibly said 'no'? It's just sick.

For the rest (8)... it's really nothing worth mentioning. The criteria I used - I'm keeping only those characters that make me log in.

[Snickie]

Another themed I AM...

· Yadi-yadi-yah. Life is great.
· I'm running an 'experiment.' Life is great.
· I need to explain this to her, but how....? It's their fault for even putting it in peoples' minds! Life is tough.
· I'm learning the definition of 'intimacy'. People and life are confusing.
· I'm not dumb! Just 'cause I do weird things and I'm a newspawn does NOT make me dumb! Life isn't all it's cut out to be.
· I feel horny.....but I'm not about to let the entire town know of my sexual desires, especially considering the one person I'd want to get horny with definitely does not want to get horny with me. Not to mention the last person who got horny with me I ended up killing. And sex is not the point of my existence, so leave me alone! Life sucks. Gimme a distraction. A crippling bear attack or something. Please.
· How much longer? Life is stopped clock.
· There has been far too much death here. Even I'm getting drained, and I feel like leaving. Life is depressing.
· Why are these people still here? Where did they get their everything? Life is a competition, and I'm losing.
· ooc:: I find this incredibly hilarious. For a brief moment, life has been hilarious for this character!
· Why is it that I have no idea what to do when it comes to cars, but can build and install a car engine blindfolded? Life is good, even with its confusions.

[Alladinsane]

I am

-Needing to be more careful with that blade! Carving a waster
- Building an extension in our little town of 3. Nothing personal, just business.
-In love that I never saw coming. She is a keeper.
-Swimming on sand
-She died. I let her go.
-She is dying...I have to let her go.
-Where there are people, there are problems.
- I am thinking about her. More lately.
-I wonder if we have enough food for another year?

[SekoETC]

I am

hungry, waiting
patiently waiting
outside
sleeping with my sunshine
away from home
with a friend
quite fine, actually
faced with an unusual situation, but I'm also an unusual person
..."busy"
exploring
working with cotton

[Chroma Key]

I am...
Hearing the call of the sea more and more often. Restless.
Happy and finally at peace with myself. It was a collective effort. Content.
Much sleepier thanks to my player. Well, -his- player started it! Quiet (shocking!).
Doubting every single thing I thought I had with him; this can't be love, and I am nearing the end of my patience. Uncertain.
Smug. Thanks to pure chance - something I hadn't had for years and years, my plan succeeded. I am now the murderer of the only man I've ever loved, and free. Eternally poisonous and ready to spread it.
Dying of a broken heart, in his arms. My dress, beautiful yet unworn, destined to rot with us as he sleeps the days away. Helpless.
Watching the clouds and the stars, listening to the best song ever. El(ev)ated.
Planning to give up leadership, but they will never stop seeing me as the Queen. Tired.
Lost, weren't there supposed to be a lot of harbours on our way? Confused.
Driving fast to get to her, to sweep her in my arms and pop the question! Happy.
Sworn to kill every single one of those pirates.

[mojomuppet]

I am....

Restless.
Wet.
Hiding.
Taking a dam break, STFU already.
Looking for some motivation.
Getting ready, doing my job, being a father, trying to be a decent man, trying trying trying.
Exploring. I miss being next to someone that can at least understand me if I choose to speak.
Hating life but I'm used to it.
Searching for a job.
Watching that man.
Starving, life has never been worth living at least not for the last 15 years.
Being a shithead, it's what she wanted me to be.
Building a ship.
Almost there.

[gejyspa]

I am.... (brain edition)

Going through the motions. The "why?" still echoing in my brain.

Returning, once again, to my antlike existence until she returns to exercise my brain.

Forming pictures of a wonderful future in my brain.

[IvanicDiazinum]

I am...
...making a pilgrimage and starving, or is it fasting?
...a silent thief, but these sleepers had it coming; I've got to get off this island.
...a runaway, a soon-to-be murderer; I think I am running for my life, or possibly to end it.
...meeting travellers!
...waking this sleepy town.
...just getting started.
...meeting the love of my life for the first time, and I wonder if she feels it too.

[CantrFreak]

I am wasting my time here. I need to leave, and find some adventure.
It's terrible here.. I truly should leave. After I get this food.
I am at a festival. Let's see where I can go from here..
I am waiting. If this girl would wake up, perhaps I could convince her to come off with me.
I am thinking. Planning. And working for a boat soon.
I am heading to the big city!
I am waiting for them to wake up, so we can leave.
I am getting food, preparing to leave.
I am getting food, maybe head up west for a bit to see what's going on.
I am thinking about joining them.
I am cursing myself for spawning here, gonna have to leave soon.
I am thinking about setting sail, maybe become a pirate. Or find wealth somehow.
I am thinking about starting a band. A brotherhood. Bent on adventure and wealth.
I am thinking these foreigners are irritating. Let's head west.
I am curious about these knights. Let's see what happens..

[Cdls]

Been a while, but approaching 1230am and hyped up on...caffeine (I think), so here we go...

I am....
Beginning to enjoy life once again, things do get better once you look beyond the pain.
Sailing and enjoying the new direction life has taken.
On a supply run!!
Worried about the woman I love...wish she would awaken.
Newly rich and plotting revenge.
Anxiously awaiting getting back to work on the fun project!
Happy to see an old friend!
Wondering if I should change my name!
A pain in the ass to play and think I will just do my creator a favor and die.
Enjoying the conversation with a woman I am falling deeply in love with.

[Cwalen]

Sitting pretty,
Ready to lead.
Just doing the same after the revolution. Just as happy.
Confused why anyone thinks why a 25% tax is not a big sign saying "NEVER COME HERE AGAIN"
Mad, even by my standards.
Slaves and livestock are well and good, real people are confusing.
Avoiding jumping up and down in a CRB to find that no matter what thing you do, justice works.
Mad. loco crazy mad.
Mad but playing masterful.
Bored shitless with his home town, and adventuring beyond it.
Looting but wondering what to do with 600 DOW.
Hasn't died yet, but nothing more to recommend him.
Owns a whole town, and is starting to realize no one has what it takes to take it from him.
Death, his, yours, anyones, imantise the escalation. We will all die, don't remember him until then.

[Faith]

I am...

…why did you had to tell me that? I know that this is going to hurt me...actually, It already hurts.

…getting used to my new life on land.

…passing the abstinence syndrome.

…thinking, maybe she will be useful.

…learning to worry only for the people that worth it.

…searching for the shortest route to home...I love the nautical charts.

…the sea again...but without a trace of my friends...they must be dead.

…enjoying the trip

…in shock

…locks locks locks

…thanking to the Gods because she feels better...because she's back, with me…”They” accepted the pact.

…observing and analyzing EVERYTHING.

…wishing that there were a new future for me.

…TIRED!!!

…still copper copper copper, but maybe It’s going to be copper "only" the next 2 years.

[Snickie]

· Yadi-yadi-yah. I love the man.
· Experiment was a total success. I love her. She doesn't make things easy though.
· I think she gets it...I'm thankful that I didn't have to go there, she seems to get that that's where it went with those other two.
· Just living life one day at a time.
· Discovering that there are people out there who are willing to take the time to actually get to know me, other than just pointing and probably just saying, "Oh, her? Yeah, she's weird."
· Sad to see our visitors go. They were nice.
· Found somewhere, but the people there are total asses. Moving on.
· Something interesting! Finally!
· In an unprovoked, unwanted romance....ready to use physical force if he doesn't stop.
· Docked somewhere else.
· Building cots while waiting for him to accept his fate and die. Woo fun.

[Indigo]

I am... (introspective edition)

...finally in an emotional breakdown. Killing my pain away. Could it be that we're rediscovering ourselves, getting to know ourselves a bit better in the way?
...broken, hardening even more. My heart is turning into stone, and it hurts like hell. Where did everything go?
...finally in that place, with a bittersweet taste in my mouth, and a hollow growing within. Am I finding, or losing myself?
...unable to find the passion for life anymore. Will these days be my last days, lost in silence?
...with no reasons to live, but stubbornly grasping life. Something is changing inside of me. Will this stubborness lead me to change into the opposite I've always been, as the only way to stay alive?
...a blank page. I can barely remember the last time I felt alive. Why do I look at him, and everything I feel is this... emptiness?
...watching my family dying slowly but relentlessly, and helpless to avoid it. Being the introspective woman I had never been. Or maybe I was, but darkness took over me anytime I tried to dive deeper. Thinking about how decisions affect our "moments". Will I find some answers, or there will only be more and more questions?
...unexpectedly, finding a goal along with new companions, but my thirstiness is growing as I watch what could ease it. Will I be able to control the beast within this time?
...finding out what warmth means, but missing that passion that I once knew. Will it be enough to fill the void, or I am cursed to lose one in getting the other?
...feeling the greatest quietude I've ever felt. This is an unknown feeling, and I'm trying to get used to it, but something is stirring my soul. Maybe am I not meant to be happy?
...loving my freedom as I watch these people locked up behind those rigid methods. Am I finding a meaning to my life by watching them, though?
...absolutely, helplessly in love with this man. The more I know, the more I love. Even his darkness can't take away this feeling. Will I be able to teach him about what tenderness can feel like?