The I AM thread. (The 4-day rule applies!)

[Alladinsane]

-Happy for them, things are starting to mend.
-Admiring her talents, admiring everything. Waiting.
-Dead
-Caught in drama that I promised myself never to get caught in.
-Working and slowly building it up from scratch.
-Another delay...how could I resists such happiness? I hope it lasts. Its scary in here.
-Walking and hungry. Hey, I was just pointing out the obvious.
-Not ticklish, so just stop it.
-Reclusive and alone, I like working by myself now. But why won't she look at me? Depressed.

[mojomuppet]

I am....

Moving on... again.

Madly in love, insanely frustrated over things I cant control, and mostly amused by it all.

Wondering why I wake up everyday...oh yeah that's my job.

Working for people that don't seem to get the point of living.

Just me and that's a good thing.

Desperately trying to be a decent man...but it eats at my soul whenever I'm too close.

About to just give up, no one cares about anyone else.

Watching young lovers...if they only knew the truth.

Trying to right myself again.

Sailing on a ship of clowns.

Sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Furious!

Watching it all slip away so quickly.

The unluckiest SOB that ever spawned.

Working for something I will probably never get.

[Wolfsong]

I am...
... thinking about illegal activities.
... going to make something for her.
... proud of what she's become.
... alone and starting to think I might die out here.
... boooored and pissed and bored.
... a sleeper among sleepers.
... in possession of a new ride.
... a good man?
... tired and lonely.
... dying.
... thinking that a bus is a lot more work than I thought it'd be.
... starting to look good.
... pretty content, even on the run.

[SumBum]

...always missing her, and now feeling like people expect more than I can or will give.
...finally able to relax. Maybe too much. We're all a little sleepy.
...busy. Never expected this but I needed a purpose.
...finally able to relax. For a little while, at least.
...tired of always having to wait on others.
...thinking maybe I -can- leave. Starting to feel more comfortable with them.
...going to join my brother soon. Screw all of them!
...so happy I found booze. Now I can survive anything.
...very happy with her even if our future is uncertain.
...stocking up and happy we seem to be making progress.
...constantly putting my foot in my mouth, it seems.
...often confused.

[caged_bird_sings]

I am...

Getting my axe ready, he'd better quit bugging me or I'll use it on him.
Sleeping, this town couldn't be much more boring - but I can't leave. I promised.
Apparently the owner of vast riches. All I have is alcohol...and it's running out. *cries*
Less saddened by a recent death than I should be...puttering around the docks as usual.
Gonna kill those no-good boat thieves if I have to travel to the farthest reaches of the world!!! I worked hard to "acquire" that boat!
Still wondering where my sponsor disappeared to...
Bored and pissed off. Is every town empty?
Losing interest in what I thought would be a really fun project.
Enjoying the nomadic lifestyle...I wish we had a car, though.
Splitting my time between working on my special boots and figuring that cute guy out.
Annoyed that my business partners went AWOL.
Completely lost...I think I've seen these trees before.

[Snickie]

Uczę się ich języka. Języka polskiego.
Me temo que no se despierta, y yo tendremos que aguantar aquí con este cadáver.
I am sleepy because nothing is happening.
I am sooooo happy—the weasels are back!
I am watching this newspawn intriguedly.
I am losing my will to live here in this place. I just want my sails and then I want to leave this place for good.
I am sparring, untouched, and he is jealous of it.
I have sun poisoning. It hurts to move, but there is no point in whining or complaining.
I am mindlessly hacking away at wood.
We are discussing our future state and what it should be called.

[sky]

I AM:
- confused, trying to stay here with him
- locked up and scared. I shouldn't have left my friends and now I fear they will never see me alive again.
- wondering how will I get through this pain. I miss him terribly. I shoudn't have slept so much.
- happy my first time was with him. He made me feel special. Choosing to be with him or working for iron wasn't even a choice. I hope this feeling of happiness lasts.
- I miss my best friend. Gosh I've wallked far away from the place that once was home. I
wonder if I will ever find her. All the other places were empty, at least this place has people and will be my new home for now.
- I have my own room now. This place is quiet at time, friendly and is my home.
- not sure who my friends are anymore. Things have changed so much. He doesn't spend time
with me, only with the other two girls. I might as well sleep for a while, at least it keeps me out of trouble.
- free. I lost all my closest friends, but somehow survived. I'm free. I am unsure what this means now since I'm all alone. I will try to live my life for those friends I lost and miss deeply. Time to start over but i will always remember them.
- dead
- I am part of their family now, will never feel alone, always have purpose and will always feel love.
- so hurt, confused and feel betrayed. How could he have said her name outloud like that while being with me? Those feelings have not gone away. I am glad I left, but unsure about my future.
- devastated. My worst fears have come true. My heart broken, no longer welcomed in the home I grew to love and miss terribly. I can't go back in fear of what they may do. Maybe
one day I will return, but only when a fortress surrounds my heart so no man will ever get
close to me again. Not like he did. I can't let it happen ever again.
- on my own and exploring
- dead

I am
- happy to be back to my spawn place, now life has meaning
- a surivalist. My nightmares from my reality have not faded. No one seems to understand
the horror and pain I felt. Images to me are still very real even if the people that caused the pain are gone.
- so in love. With the one I love and surrounded by viscious animals. I hope I don't die
by trying to heal myself.
- working for iron and wonder if life will be more than just this.
- hurt. He keeps falling asleep on me. I miss my friend, but can not stay in this town
waiting for her.
- making this place my home and help where I can.
- happy we brought her back. I wonder where this will lead.
- terrified for all of us, more so for my best friend. I miss the days of picking
pineapples, coconuts, feeling the grass between my toes and having the freedom to do so.
- growing herbs and will make more tea and honey.
- watching and learning from those around me. I hope one day to join their family.
- traveling with friends and wonder what our future will bring.
- so in love with this charismatic man. I shouldn't have so easily given my heart to him,
but he has it now.
- travelling with the town leader and others to gather resources
- confused. I still want him, still like him, although what he did was very wrong.

[CN]

i am...
....amused by my own twinge of jealousy. i like seeing her happy, this is what i've wanted for so long. everything feels right, even if i am just a little less to her, i know she loves me and always will

....being incredibly effective. being the total anti-me has worked out -really- well. who knew i'd be so great at being totally mean and bad. oh, no. that young man got hurt, hope he's okay...

....running away for better things, hopefully. this turned out to be nothing like what i had hoped but at least something good came out of this. it still feels odd to smile. how odd, this smiling business...

....waiting for the adventure i was promised...just after a little nap. just a little one

....ready to leave. it's been fun up until now but i'm ready to strike out on my own. i'm ready! i'm ready!

[curious]

I am:
Quite liking this old woman (No... not what you think) Hoping she sticks around. (renewed?)
Sick of fighting with the 'rules', multi-faceted people, and always just half a discussion. Wish I was dead. (miserable)
Working, working, working. *frowns* I hope she wakes up soon though. (content)
Thinking nobody in that 'other' town gives a the slightest damn about us... who cares. (happy)
Waiting, trying to distract myself, and failing. God! Did I put her in this place? (worried sick)
Not surprised that little happens here now. This what you wanted, isn't it? So... am making myself a chair. (disinterested)
Collecting wood, in a new place. *looking upwards* Trees are great, aren't they? (amazed)

I am Definitely NOT:
thinking about hitting that smiley face. Every time I look at it, all I see is the cross.

Looking forward to finding out if this thing is going to work.
Looking at a car... If I don't get in it soon... I may regret what I do next.
Still working, but with help. I love these people, and am having a great time. But... please... wake up..!
thinking I can'r stand this loud-mouthed, troublemaking piece of s**t. Why doesn't he just f**k off..!!
Back in her arms, and her in mine. Nothing else really matters.
Thinking... this is a nice chair, and she likes it too. *nods* What no then..? Go outside..? What on earth for?
Home, Kinda pleased but disappointed. She makes me a little nervous though.

[Miri]

I am...
...doing my job even while travelling
...hopeful and confused... but mostly hopeful
...one happy kitty
...asleep
...liking this place more and more. To bad it's such a nervous one
...leaving this place for the first time. In a car!
...working, trying to wake up
...on my way home. Trading/gathering mission accomplished!
...alone in this ghost town. She's not going to die, is she...? Although... maybe it would be better this way? At least I'd get the storage key back...
...getting myself and my new crewmate ready. So good I've found her, sailing alone would be... meh :/
...waking up... *pokes player* right?
...picking up things. Good things. Like potatoes and carrots.

[Doug R.]

...Wandering around and fighting my senility. Why can't I remember any of these places?
...Happy, but I miss her terribly. One kiss from her could burst my heart.
...Looting the crap out of this place. Hopefully it will be the first in a long career of plunder.
...Looking forward to something for the first time in my life. I hope the natives are hostile.
...In heaven with my heaven.
...Relieved that we found her. The tailor reminded me of what we need to save.
...Content.
...Drunk, free, and ready to put that coconut paste to good use.
...Content.
...Suddenly entrusted with a legacy that I need to grow and protect. But I'm so small...
...Amused by the newspawn, so long as she watches where she's stumbling.

[Snickie]

Doug: I recognise one of those!!! And not the one I was expecting either.
I didn't know you played that one.

I am...
...in a daze.
...sitting here.....aand I don't really want to be sitting here...I wanna do something!
...in a daze.
...discussing economics and trade.
...in a daze.
...BLUEBERRY MASTER!!
...so sad I've even lost the will to eat.
...in a daze.
...in a daze.
...happy..

[Alladinsane]

-one more character than the usual...you know your addicted to cantr when you post addicted to cantr references in the wrong thread.

-Wondering where we are, I mean, I know. But none of the people talk right.
-Drunk and waiting for her to die. I can't decide if I should die too. We probably aren't going to the same place.
-Thinking about taking her swimming
-Me and my big mouth. Damage control.
-Working and much too happy for everyone. Infectious enthusiasm maybe?
-In love, deeply right now and forever. So we missed it?
-What a long walk. I survived on tenacity and generosity. Mostly generosity. Destination disappointment.
-Not welcome here. *shrugs* okay fine.
-A lighthouse!

[Chroma Key]

I am...

On the road, deeply unhappy with leaving my loved ones behind. Troubled.
Making amends, fixing things, yet breaking others as I go, can't I get anything right? Apparently not. The light within fading. What was I thinking? Lost.
Back. A bit more silent than usual but not unwell. Quiet.
Unable to do anything other than spending my every moment with him, except when he... Oh well, a small price to pay. Ecstatic.
Succeeding. Now for the rest of my plan. Cold.
Absolutely terrified that what he said will come true. Noooo! Unsettled.
Protecting my island. Watchful.
Hemp, rice and etc, getting sleepy. Tired.
On the road, on a long trip, terribly missing my fiancée, but I made our rings! Excited.
Sailcloth, more sailcloth... *yawns*
Sailing, finally! Happy.
Working, keeping this place safe. What else? Determined.
Tired.

[Vega]

I am...

... still changing. But worried about her. I don't know what is she doing with me, and I'm afraid of what can I do with her.
... working with them. In a city, again after a long long way...
... sailing, working, trading... We are one more, now... Well, maybe two.
... leaving my future on his hands.
... outside. Trying to not think about them.
... fishing!!! I'm the best fisher of all the green world!!!
... happy. She has returned. Nice to have a friend awake.
... learning, playing, dancing and being as happy as possible.
... working. I don't like this place, neither, but it's better than the other one.
... travelling. And boooooored... When are we going to arrive? When? It's too far?
... killing a man. I hate you. Why should we do that?
... learning and struggling with him.
... working. Well... they are nice... but this is still...

I am...

... working and training. With her again.
... sailing
... sailing, working, trading... but without her...
... following him.
... sailing. They are not around here.
... fishing!!!!
... broken. I've lost her. Forever.
... taking care of them. And being happy, or trying it, at least
... working for my future.
... still travelling. Are we arriving yet???
... deciding my future.
... deadly sad. Too much death around. I want her to wake up.
... loving water